| Wow....long time! Sorry guys...just havent really felt like updating, kind of getting tired of xanga, ya know...oh well!
Mood right now: ....meaning exhausted!
Life: 1)Kind of slowing down 2)I need God constantly 3)Always something to worry about or think about....from college, to jobs, to money, to TIME, to love, to effort, to...you name it! Its called growing up.....its an emotional roller coaster with its advantages and dis-advantages.
To *everyone*: I think about those that are wrapped up in "the look" of life, the up-beat, there are so many people out there that are so amazing and great and have HUGE hearts and show it like no other, but they make me think, when I see them and how they present themselves. At work i see this all the time and it breaks me down and hurts so many others also. And going to Tyler alot and seeing the life there just blows me away, people take granted, people are taken granted of, they live like "the rich and the famous" and "who can look better", I love who I am, and it took me till I was 13 to have that self-confidence in myself,its not a guy, money, cars, houses, or anything that can do that,its love and God and YOU all wrapped up into one! Love who you are! *just a little piece of me*
To Me: Live, Laugh, and Love!!!....3 things I barely make time for,unless Im around him.
To Him: I want to love you with my whole heart, I want to live this adventure with you, I want to laugh*smile* no matter the situation.........................................I want to........... words that can easily be taken out when your want becomes your life, and it has definately become my life!
Ups and downs.....words cant describe how much we have been through together, our bond tightens everytime, I love you baby.
   
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